balconys' had a nice atmosphere and really cute waiters.

we should go there more often.





zombie sucked. tasted like cough medicine.

the air i breathe in taste sweeter.

the world seems like a more pleasant place.

its the calm before the storm.

disclaimer: this post refers to no one in particular. but if u think im refering to you, then isnt it time to do something about it?

hello elites.
so what if u scored like 250plus for PSLE, gotten like a few stars in your cert and gotten in a better secondary school. hello. wake up call. we got into the same jc didnt we?
so dont give me the im better than u attitude. cause reality check. you are not. we happen to be in the same school. so academic wise. hah. we are in the same league. and comparing that u had a better environment with more resources and opportunitites (you know cause our government is totally bias). and we did like equally well. it only leads me to one conclusion. either im getting smarter or you are getting dumber. so what do u think now, elite?

oh and if you think u deserve to be in the better school, scram. u had a choice and u put TPJC down. so hey. stop whining. make the best out of things!

its uncanny.
is it just plain innocent coincidence.

or we are just too similar?

ask me to deduce the shape of compounds.

ask me why the first ionisation energies down the group is decreasing.

ask me the reagents and steps for organic reactions.

ask me about thermo chem.

ask me about bondings.

ask me about ideal gases.

why dont you? i know all these.

i did the entire fucking yellow chem assessment book for goodness sake.

and i still dont know how to do the bloody promo paper.

i just want to curl up and cry.

as i walked into the hall. i felt as though i was walking into a bed of thorns, where im bound to stumble and fall, then cry.

and i really did.

when i finished the paper, all i wanted to do is to curse and swear.

i can only pray for the best now.

what if.

i think im about to faint.