omg. omg omg omg omg omg omg.
NATIONALS IS TMR.

WHAT IF.
I CAP?
I COME IN LAST.
I DONT EVEN FINISH THE RACE?
I FORGET TO REPORT?

what if?

tell me i wont. tell me i will make it to the finals. tell me. tell me i can. and that i will finish the race. tell me.

I WILL!!!



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i saw him today, it doesnt make me feel any better. but much worse.

i need help. i think im suffering from some menal condition.
GOD. SAVE ME.