HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNNIE DEAR! hello best friend you owe me my birthday present for 2 years already. but im nice. so i will still buy you one.

HAHA.

kiwi says i have no life cause i only blog about canoe training. ahhh. so i should talk about something else!

I REALISE I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO TALK ABOUT. OMG.

okay. i do have no life.

im going to stop capping soon. i want to join the rest at interval training and and bursting!!! i want i want.

the raptor is my new baby.
muderous raptor.

i was a contented k2 rower. then POOF* all of a sudden i become a fustrated, unstable, cap-able k1 rower.

today's run sucked. it wasnt my best. i couldnt pick up speed at all. everytime i tried to pick up, all my muscles screamed at me to stop and slow down.

it must be the major monday blues. tuesday should be much better. :]

YIPPY! SEE ME OUT PADDLE THE NJC K1 ROWERS!
im still in lala land.

was really uoset in the first part of the training. like i kept capping.

ROAR!

but. huijun brightened my day!
YIPPY.

its a lousy day.

i cant seem to sit straight on a canoe. and its getting to me. like argg. ive been rowing for quite some time now. why. is it still like that?!? no. i must find out whats wrong. and i will!

and guess what. i actually passed maths facutly test. the only thing to brighten my day.

oh wells. i will just have to try harder.

i havent been blogging like in years.

i miss dancing. like miss miss. im trying cresta tmr. i hope it will turn out well since its the only class that doesnt clash with trg. wish me luck!!

i guess im liking school more and more each day.

well. so the problem obviously lies in me in the beginning. oh wells.

the only thing now is that i must start studying. yes yes. i will. and i will ace the mid years. then u will see jessie choo as the top scorer. YIPPY. I MUST BE DREAMING.

i will train harder. and stop capping.

I ALWAYS MAKE THE WRONG CHOICES.

WHY.

i wake up with reluctance.
i take years to put on my uniform.
each step i take from home grows heavier.
why.