Sunday, January 16, 2011

In my walk with God as a christian, I struggle a lot. Mostly because my faith is not strong enough and that I cannot stand the fact that christians just cannot stop evangelizing.

When my aunt was first diagnosed with cancer, I prayed, my family prayed. Everyone prayed for her to get well. The pastor says, "God heals". So, we carried on praying. Every single day, we prayed for a miracle. A month passes by, then a year. I have lost count. But nothing. NOTHING happened. I watched my aunt's health deteriorate day by day till 13 January when she passed on to be with the Lord.

I was, no still am angry and furious. Why. Why. Why take her away from us, God? Why didn't you come through and help us when we needed you the most? Where were you? Was my faith placed in the wrong God?