i need a new blogskin!

i dont know what to say.

yay! today is promotional exercise day! which means i do not have to suffer the torment of being in this omg am i going to retain or am i going to promote thing. but i aint sure if i want it this way. do i?

i hate pw. thank god its coming to an end. phew. i hate reading and reading and reading my presentation over and over again! argggggg.

and boyfriend, i thought u were so nice to me la. in the end. haiya. u are such a disappointment. asshole! haha. (fyi: its just a form of address.)

just say it man, im so screwed.

if i get promoted. wait. when im promoted,

i will i promise, i would mug like hell.

watch out u bloody muggers, im coming to join u all. HAHA.

that is if i get promoted. ya.

there is no conditional promotion. but elvis said that there is moderation!

should i keep my hopes high?


anyway. guess what. im so going to get a psp/ that blue thing that jiawei has. when i have the cash. i just spent like 140 bucks yesterday la. omg.

oh and we finally cleaned up ssc room. ironically, it was jiawei whom found the room too dirty for humans to be in. and he even lifted the sofa to check underneath (he was the one whom wanted to like kick the stuff underneath the sofa the last ime when he offered t help me clean up.). lol. i think its way cleaner now.

and yes! we have water prac tomorrow!

oh and kwek wenjie. u caused me to be late for morning training today!i missed two bus you know! hmm. u owe me lunch?

a conversation between my dad and i.

dad: so do u save?
me: hmmm. no?

dad: what do u spend your money on?
me: erhs.... (how do u expect me to tell me, um i cab average 4 times a week to school.)

dad: you dont get a small sum of money you know.
me: huh....

dad: i've decided. you should not get so much money at your age, i shall give u less.
me: sobsss........

my dad cut my allowance by 30 bucks can. as quoted from xuekai. how am i ever going to survive? im am not going to cab ever again, unless you know emergencies like exams. and im dinning at foodcourt and hawker centers from next week onwards.





i have no idea how to check the bloody after promos timetable.
i hate technology!

oh btw, i just sub passed everything like overall. equals retain. ahhh. as in i didnt fail promos, but when combined with like mid years and faculty test which i totall screwed it up, obviously i um, fail la. i want to scream!

they shouldnt even call it sub pass. call it fail man.



i need alcohol, baileys maybe?
& i am so looking forward to the 645 training tomorrow. so looking.

balconys' had a nice atmosphere and really cute waiters.

we should go there more often.





zombie sucked. tasted like cough medicine.

the air i breathe in taste sweeter.

the world seems like a more pleasant place.

its the calm before the storm.

disclaimer: this post refers to no one in particular. but if u think im refering to you, then isnt it time to do something about it?

hello elites.
so what if u scored like 250plus for PSLE, gotten like a few stars in your cert and gotten in a better secondary school. hello. wake up call. we got into the same jc didnt we?
so dont give me the im better than u attitude. cause reality check. you are not. we happen to be in the same school. so academic wise. hah. we are in the same league. and comparing that u had a better environment with more resources and opportunitites (you know cause our government is totally bias). and we did like equally well. it only leads me to one conclusion. either im getting smarter or you are getting dumber. so what do u think now, elite?

oh and if you think u deserve to be in the better school, scram. u had a choice and u put TPJC down. so hey. stop whining. make the best out of things!

its uncanny.
is it just plain innocent coincidence.

or we are just too similar?

ask me to deduce the shape of compounds.

ask me why the first ionisation energies down the group is decreasing.

ask me the reagents and steps for organic reactions.

ask me about thermo chem.

ask me about bondings.

ask me about ideal gases.

why dont you? i know all these.

i did the entire fucking yellow chem assessment book for goodness sake.

and i still dont know how to do the bloody promo paper.

i just want to curl up and cry.

as i walked into the hall. i felt as though i was walking into a bed of thorns, where im bound to stumble and fall, then cry.

and i really did.

when i finished the paper, all i wanted to do is to curse and swear.

i can only pray for the best now.

what if.

i think im about to faint.